Dap the Cat
❝ It's like magic, but its always been a smoke and mirrors game ❞
i'm Kolzar/Dapbuns/Shi and sometimes I draw stuff. But here i just reblog shit and talk about how much i suck
when I don’t log in on skype or log in and don’t talk to you…

I’m most likely:

-tired

-in a state between “I have to work” and “I wanna watch Black Jack/some cartoon”

-feeling like shit

-feeling like shit and unworthy of talking to anyone and most likely thinking about killing myself and maybe doing shit related to that

-studying or working or doing stuff irl for real but that’s rare

-not willing to talk to anyone because I don’t have anything to say and I really want to talk to you but I don’t want to bother you and leave you hanging because you maybe were expecting me to have a subject

a resume of all that is that I love you guys with my soul but I can’t talk to you or most of you because I’m kind of being and doing most of the above lately

also I feel like I’m not talking enough with you all and I feel bad and I miss talking to you guys immensely

ok sorry for making you read all that if you got this far I just miss you and I have issues I’m sorry you’re my friend and has to bear with this shit